how could I miscalculate

This morning I dreamt that I was with a fella. Physically, he was two people at once, one an ex from several years back (let's call him F) and another a current potential interest (this one'll be G). He was more G, or was G more of the time. He also had some characteristics of T (most recent ex).

We met and fell into an intense Love. For some reason we were separated for a few days due to some extraneous circumstance, a conference or something. Something happened. I was unaware of the details, but I knew something had caused him to feel differently about me in some way (not necessarily not love me, but just - change in some way). Of course there were obstacles so that when I finally reached him I felt a bit desperate about it - it was imperative that we speak.

When we met he was wearing a white-with-very-subtle-blue-stripes casual dress shirt. We embraced and no words were spoken but all was resolved, it seemed. There was a very mild sexual interlude, almost too mild to exist. Then, though, everything changed slowly. He made some comment about a scar on my hip and said something about people finding scars sexy (this is a conversation I had w/T in real life about five months ago). When I started to speak, he turned his head so that I could see two long, stitched-up scars, one on either side of his neck and running from below his ear to under his chin. It was obvious he had attempted to slit his throat on both sides and I didn't know what to say. I woke up before I thought of anything.

I've got my own take on it, but anyone else care to analyze?