I'm a Bear

It's Thursday, which means Roland has class (normal), office hours (normal), meeting(s) with faculty, and then structured fun. It's only once a week and it's pretty much expected that he attend the structured fun, and probably some undetermined amount of fun for Roland. Yet, somehow it still bothers me. Every Thursday I'm fine with the whole thing through when his class meets, he holds office hours, he attends the meetings, and when the structured fun starts. But then it gets to be about 8:00, although sometimes 7:00, sometimes 9:00. And I get all upset that he isn't home yet. The first one of these meetings he didn't get home until Very Late and hence I was proportionately Very Upset. The problem is there isn't really any good reason to be upset. And yet, there I go every week getting the same upset about for the same illogical reason (that's got to be an oxymoron). I recognize the lack of logic, but that doesn't appear to affect anything. Hrmf.